What is something you want to "get off your chest"?

I’m 15 btw idk if anyone will ever read this or maybe myself when im older

I think if I had children, I’d abuse them when I’m mad. That’s why I don’t want children. I don’t want to hurt them but these urges to just hit and throw and break stuff is so strong to the point I have to harm myself to get rid of it

and I’m such a picky eater

How far back into your childhood can your remember and what is your favorite memory of that time?

And she ate half of the popcorn

I want to be a boy

But I just wanna disappear and not exist. I don’t like this world. I like my life but not how I live or how this world functions

When was the last time you had sex with someone much older than yourself?

He cried and I let go but I still pulled him out to kick him out

I want to but I can’t

There’s been times I’ve done it to drawn feral porn and I hate it so much. Why do I like to put these bad things that I find so disgusting and hate it so much on myself as if I’m one of them

Do you have any problem dating a younger man?

I miss her so much and I feel so much guilt . I was close with her

I think my mom favors me and that makes my sister have some kind of hidden dislike for me but I know she loves me

“your mom” that rlly hurts though when she say it

Why do some people believe that Homelander would be no match for Superman or Thor?

I’d go the the movies with her sometimes and watch movies on tv with her and sit in the living room with her but that’s just about it

I want to kill myself but I know I can’t. I have a quince coming up and my mom and dad would have wasted ten thousand on it . I wish I knew how much it’d cost

Like I wanna fly and be an animal tbh

Why do some straight men like to suck dick but don't find other males attractive?

I told her to give it to me or my teacher or anyone she saw she knew that I KNEW in my part of the school and she gave it to some fucking stranger and I don’t know where it is now

I hate it

I can’t even do the simplest things like washing my own dish or picking up the dogs poop and I make such a big deal about it every single fucking time

My blog is new. I need 10 article posts for my blog. How much should I pay for it?

When I was younger (prob around 9-10h I got so mad that I thought of throwing max against the dresser really hard

Idk tbh

I hate myself so much

What is it that gives a man who is a submissive cock sucker his most pleasure?

I don’t want that and I don’t know how to get rid of it but I’m scared to get help like what do I even say to them? That I hit and abused my dog and have the urge to hit and throw things and scream like I’m some abuser?

I just feel so bad. My sister never got one cause at the time they were poor (I wasn’t alive then) and I’m spoiled now and I can do things she couldn’t when she was younger

My arm rlly hurts rn cause I just scratched it to the bone

If English makes 3 additional gender terms to accommodate for XXX, XXY, and XYY people, what would be the most realistic terms for those genders?

About all my friends

Likes we’re not siblings

I never did that and I feel so guilt and bad after but I just did it again

Does the pro-choice movement realise that all the money used to subside abortions can be used to subsidize daycare and other financial support for single mothers with unplanned pregnancies?

I can’t stop crying I feel so weird and I know I am

I also look at people dying and being abused like gore shit

Sometimes it’s funny but I’m just so tired of feeling out of place with everyone

Are there any nude pictures of women with big tits?

and I wasn’t raised like how I should’ve. I’m whitewashed and I get made fun of it

My room is a mess it’s like a hoarders house. I’m not even exaggerating. There’s clothes and random shit all over and I can’t even see the floor and I still keep bringing stuff in

It’s been a long time and I can’t handle it anymore

What is the reason for the high rate of unmarried individuals in America, particularly among males?

I hate her she’s so annoying and always touching and hitting me but I don’t know why I put up with it

My body my voice, especially my voice

I just feel so guilty about everything I do. I’m weird and I hate it and I don’t like myself

Joe Biden is not the best president we had. That would be John F. Kennedy. How is voting for Donald Trump any worse than voting for Joe Biden?

I can’t get rid of it. I wanna peel my skin off and hide away. I felt so exposed at school without my sweater

I think I’m scared to lose another friend

I can’t anymore I just hate it

Why do some women squirt and some don't?

Just wanted to put it out there

I never saw them cry and it hurt to see my dad especially cause he rarely does

I eat the same thing every other day . Pasta, macaroni, fries, beans (or sometimes eggs) with tortillas, and sometimes cheese bread from little Cesar’s. Its the same fucking thing every day

I made a new friend though and I’m happy about that

Max was under there too so I tried getting him out and he growled and I hit him again and again each time

I’m afraid that whatever this is, my anger issues and depression, is gonna cause me to hurt someone I love in the future

I wouldn’t have done it if I knew

I hate seeing my dad my brother and siblings cry

My heart hurts so much it feels like it’s being squeezed and thrown around

I grabbed him and was about to do it but I stopped because I didn’t want to hurt him

I genuinely don’t know what to think of myself anymore

And this voice and body, I hate it. I sound like a little girl and I look like a kid. I don’t want to be a girl

And my fucking phone wouldn’t let me know when she would call and when she would leave voice mails saying to call her back when I can and that she loves me

I gave it to my friend so she can sneak in popcorn for me, that I gave her money to buy for me since they wouldn’t let me

They’re both small dogs

I masturbate every once a while to porn and I hate it but it feels good and every time after I do it I feel disgusting and horrible

My grandmothers death isn’t helping either

I can’t even think about actually eating other stuff

I never returned a call. I never called first. I did answer some calls but it was short and whenever I went to her house (this all started to happen after I was maybe 11 between 13) I just stayed in my room and barley hung out with her

I just pulled frosty out under my bed by his arm even though I knew it would hurt

I think

He also has anger isssues I think. One time he got so mad that he threw a plate at the wall and it broke

I think it’s my depression but idk maybe it’s me cause I’d never want to call anyone incuinf her

.dont tell me to get help, I’m fully aware that I need it.

this is a rant/vent and not worth reading. Major tws here for a bunch of shit